The Road Less Traveled

The Road Less Traveled 

June 7, 2009 at 2:46pm

Where is this road going? I cant see... there are way to many obstacles blocking my view. The clouds are hovering overhead and about to burst open with hail stones...good thing I am never without excedrin, I fear I am going to be in need of them soon. The branches are all hitting me. What the hell is going on?? Right, just what I need a fork in the road. Which way do I go? I want this path to be straight and narrow... now what and why??? 

 How do I decide left, right or continue going forward? DAMN.............. No clue... ok I must eliminate...going forward has been good but has brought me to these cross roads..... going left just seems wrong.... AHHHHHH, I GOT IT... I GOT IT.. I WILL CHOOSE TO GO RIGHT....FOR GOING THE RIGHT WAY...YES, THIS IS THE ANSWER.. ALWAYS GO RIGHT.....AHH...this is beautiful,,,weeping willows all lining the road...awesome view...flowers all bloom. OH NO...damn, i am headed toward the storm...ouch....OUCH........ these hailstones must weigh 10 pounds each. Why, why...........???? I am so glad I have the excedrin cause surely I need them now. Maybe turning right wasnt a good idea after all... it seemed to be the " RIGHT" way to go. Finally, whew the storm is over....wow,I almost didnt make it through that one. 

OH my goodness there is the most beautiful rainbow I have ever seen. Every color in it. A blessing just to have this opportunity to see such a beautiful sight. Oh, why, how, could I have ever doubted it... I have always been going in the correct direction, just didn't always know it. Yes, this is indeed the right way............ adventurous for sure..rocky along the way, painful too....my head still hurts...but no doubt, this is MY JOURNEY I am supposed to take...and the road I am suppose to travel...

Peace and Love....Light and Joy and much HOPE to all..!!!

HUGS, Love, The Ma Ma

The Garden of My Heart !!

The garden within my heart!! 

10 months ago

I believe our hearts are a garden we have and keep within. As we grew and continue to grow we allow weeds into it and OMG sometimes thorns. As we do our walk in life many take a piece of our hearts and if your lucky there is a special one that can take it all cleaning  the weeds out throughly.  When we take a look back way to many times we ponder how and why we allowed certain ones to enter into our garden. At the beginning we may have got that feeling of caution. But some how, they entered and had their way. Dancing all over our garden with deceit, lies,games,selfishness. The thorns are ten times worse.  They,being the weeds and thorns, dance about with ease and no remorse as they take a piece of the garden inch by inch and slaughter it. 

We feel dark,empty and beaten by the time they are done. Yet, they still have no concern for all the damage they have done. Simply put, with their selfish ways they think its all ok. They go on about their way to find another garden to trash. Its a relief though when they go, because it is then we can stop,sort it out, toss it out and  hope for a tree of life to find its way in and claim the garden as its own. Showing light and love !!! A tree so big and fertilized so well no more weeds or thorns will ever be able to enter into our garden again.  It must be very lonely for these weeds and thorns to keep having to go from garden to garden . They will never know of a garden of paradise because the soil they have is tainted. Yeah, a very very small piece of my heart to you. Those who will never see the light of love that solely lives and comes from the garden within our hearts. 

 Love to ya all............."The Mama"

Me and My Lobster.......

If you are lucky enough to find one lobster that is your soul mate you are one of the lucky ones. But, how lucky must you be to find another lobster in one lifetime? Pretty lucky. With the web it makes it possible to search the world over. And, if you had one lobster you know what and who you are looking for. This search is NOT an easy task and you might even think it isn't possible to find. You even consider aborting the mission after you email and text 5,324 times. 

Then, suddenly it is as if the universe as heard you and your lobster just suddenly arrives. Now the coolest part of this is.....you just know it!! You know this is the one and all the time you have spent searching for your lobster it's OVER. Your lobster knows your heart, your soul and the connection is beyond what can be imagined, yet not, because you did have it before and you know how its supposed to feel. I found my lobster.... he is EVERYTHING I have been looking for.

Mmmmm, his heart is pure, the glimmer in his eyes is heaven. It shows his inner self and how the white light shines through him. He knows how to take your hand and journey to the end. He holds your heart and knows how fragile it is and comforts it with the utmost love and care. This lobster of mine has my heart and     all the love that has been stored in it for him. 

He has no idea how loved he is going to be but I think he will be happy. Our story is just beginning, our journey is just taking flight, but inside our hearts we know we are the  one for each other and finally we SMILE again. Honey, take my hand.......the adventure is about to begin and the journey can take us any where but being together is what will make it the very best. I LOVE YOU.......MY LOBSTER forever and ever and ever.......................... XOXOXOXOXOXO

YOUR LOBSTER

Lord You Gave Me A Mountain

Lord You Gave Me A Mountain 

Yes, Lord, you truly did give me my very own mountain. I asked for a mountain and here I am. There comes a time when there is no other choice but to climb it. Ok, I could choose to roll down it too I suppose but hey, I am 50 yrs old and that is a long roll down. I have many things on my mountain. The biggest and healthiest birds,hawks,buzzards and I must say the biggest woodpecker I have ever seen. It looks like the fruit loop bird...honestly, and I truly was sober when I saw it. The biggest bees I have ever seen too... so big I play bee mitten and when you hit one, you know you hit something. I have a good score, but my husband really is far ahead of me. He took them all out before they could get to me. 

A knight I say....always with his sword to protect and serve. This mountain has the most beautiful flowers and the biggest ever, well ever that I have seen. All kinds of butterflies and dragonflies...seems they keep coming to visit me. I know they have a story to tell and as they land on my hand I watch to listen. They stare me in the eyes and we communicate telepathically for our moment together. Once I get the message.... he flies away.

Then comes the butterfly to tell me what she has been doing..... ahhh she sure likes those flowers I planted. Hehehe, she doesnt know I planted them just for her. Hmm, those hummingbirds are so dang fast I cant get a word out before they are here and gone. They sure do love that sugar water though. A task keeping their bottle filled. The whole clan must be out there. I cant forget about my owls...a whole family of them..uh huh...ma, pa and all the little babies. Fly out every night and stop to see me... then every morning like clock work back here and then home. 

Those little baby ones learning how to fly is a sight to be seen....so cute. I some times catch them in the front of the house hiding in the trees all day just watching me...well me and Prince. Prince loves to play with them...he has made friends with a few.... he loves them too...Dont worry he did not eat them. LOL.. just batted at them a bit. Hmm, yet he runs from the bees as I do. Like mother, like son....LOL. When the night comes the sky is as black as black can be. WOW what a canvas it is.... then suddenly it glistens. All these little sparkles just over my head. Ok, Yes, I have my head in the clouds. But, dang it is so beautiful. It is like a vault of diamonds shining above. That full moon is priceless. For awhile I didnt know who had such a strong night light on. 

Then, I realized, it was God, lighting my way and entire yard way into the middle of the night. Has he not thought of everything. What an artist.......!!!! Thank you Lord for this mountain you gave me and help me to keep climbing upward to see even more of your great artistry....... 

Love The "Ma ma"

The Enchanting Butterfly !!

The Enchanting Butterfly!!

Hello all !!  As anybody noticed me fluttering about? Yes, I have been to your home. To your garden. Maybe to a select few on your shoulder. We have looked each other in the eyes and together we see each other transforming. Me, well I transformed already from a fuzzy little catepillar. Wow, that was a heck of an adventure I might add. Moving ever so slowly and hope that all that spot me dont think I am going to harm them and well stomp on me. It wasn t  easy waiting for my wings. 


 Unlike you, I can eventually fly away and where ever I want. Yes, it is, ok, it is a wonderful feeling. I have nothing to pack and no ticket to buy. I dont need to go through customs and nobody can stop me from going any where I wish. I am free, well, once I get my wings that is.  Like you I had to crawl before I could fly and you had to crawl before you could walk. 


 I think my life span is much shorter then yours so in my very short life I have to use every second as though it is my last. Thats why I smell all the flowers along the way and why I have my very special moments with you. I dont have very close family. We dont stay together long any ways because we have so much to experience. You know, you do too. 

 In the end we will all be together in our final transformations and I will remember you and our moment we had. Will you remember me? Was I as special to you as you are to me?  My cousin the dragonfly has told me many stories that he treasures and I have so many to tell him.  I hope when you think of me the stories will be great ones,like how I stayed on that bush for so long. But most important, I hope that you will remember me and the stories cause I sure will be remembering you. Well, I must be fluttering on now. I pray your journey is an adventure and safe. Butterfly Blessings ...

Love "The Ma ma"